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This is my gallery! Look around and fav what you like! ^^ I really appreciate and welcome constructive criticism! I'm always looking for ways to improve. :D Have a good day!

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These are all the pieces of art that I really like! ^^ Hope you like them too! :D

Wallpaper as of 8-22-09

Too Much Going On...

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 7:30 AM
To whomever reads my journals:

Thanks so much for reading. :hug: I do appreciate it.
Even small things like these make me smile nowadays cos so much shit has been going on in my life recently. :( I haven't been able to really talk to Bryan (my bf) in about a week. I mean, I'll get maybe about 20 minutes of conversation through texting, (I have to use my brother's phone cos my texting got taken away) but that was only Monday and yesterday. And he's "too depressed and he doesn't know why". I mean, I love the man to death, but you can't just shut off contact from someone for a week and not explain why until someone uses another number to contact you. So basically, that let me know he was avoiding me, and I have no fucking idea why. Yesterday, I asked if he was trying to break up with me and his exact words were "God no. That's the last thing on my mind. I'd never do that." so that made me a little less depressed. But within fifteen minutes of us talking, he ends it by saying "I took some sleeping pills earlier and I'm about to pass out. I'm sick of being awake. Sorry.. I love you." Now, the thing that worries me is the "sick of being awake part". I'm worried that he's gonna try to hurt himself and it's killing me not knowing if he's ok or alive right now. :cry: I would go over to his place, but he's thirty minutes away and I don't have a car. Not to mention I have swine flu right now... So, all this adds up to our first fight. Shit...

To add to the hysteria, two of my family members died last week. My great uncle and my cousin. :( He was 75 and she was 17. She's not my first cousin, but we were as close as first cousins. She and her grandfather were driving down the highway during a rainstorm in Maryland and a 18-wheeler spun out of control and smashed them...They were on there way to her chorus concert.
R.I.P. Courtney and Uncle Louis.

Now, if you read my journals, you already know that I'm having a pretty gruesome (at least it is to me) surgery. That added the icing on the cake to probably one of the worst weeks of my life.
So fuck last week and all the hysteria. :( I think I'm gonna go numb for a while. I just don't need to feel much for now

Anyways, hope everyone else is well.

Until next time,
~Carolyn~

PS,
The three games I've played recently include Brütal Legend, Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2, and Borderlands and I give all of them two thumbs up! :thumbsup: :thumbsup:

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Eatliz
  • Reading: The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn (for school)
  • Watching: Nothin much
  • Playing: CoD Modern Warfare 2
  • Drinking: Water

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Hey! My name is Carolyn! I am a music fanatic! :D Music is my passion in life and I love love love to sing!!!!!!! I also write songs. ^_^ I have a very eclectic taste in music ranging from death metal to stuff like Norah Jones and Coldplay! :w00t:

I can be a goth but then I can be a total tomboy. I love to play football (American) when I'm not being a klutz and injure myself. lol.

I have awesome friends. I love em to death! XP

I'm a nice person to talk to. :) I like helping others when they're sad. I hate seeing people upset, though I tend to be upset a lot... lol. I'm an oxymoron! :lmao:

That's about all I feel like writing for now. hahaha. Hope you enjoy my work! ^^

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: La La Land
  • Interests: MUSIC! photography, writing lyrics, singing, speaking French, and cooking
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Xmas, Coraline, Clockwork Orange, Sweeney Todd, Edward Scissorhands, August Rush
  • Favourite band or musician: BFMV, Sick Puppies, Within Temptation, RJA, Green Day, Coldplay, Three Days Grace, A7X
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative/Metal/Rock/Grunge
  • Favourite artist: Salvador Dali
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Photography
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod nano 4th generation!!!
  • Favourite game: Fable 2 or Fallout 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBOX 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Zim!!!!!!! or Gir!!!! or Stewie!!!!!!
  • Tools of the Trade: camera, pen & pencil

Shoutbox

*queengodiva101:iconqueengodiva101:
HAIIII EVERYBODY!!!!
Sun Nov 15, 2009, 4:57 PM
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Whooohooo hoooo! Ohayo!
Tue Oct 13, 2009, 4:59 AM
*queengodiva101:iconqueengodiva101:
You're welcome! :D
Sat Oct 10, 2009, 10:42 PM
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i thank you for the favs IN YOUR SHOUTBOX! to shake things up. :heart:
Thu Oct 8, 2009, 6:16 PM
*queengodiva101:iconqueengodiva101:
I will!
Wed Sep 30, 2009, 12:05 PM

What is the longest you've gone without talking to your significant other? 

31%
4 deviants said Longer than a month
23%
3 deviants said A day
23%
3 deviants said A couple days
15%
2 deviants said A week
8%
1 deviant said A couple weeks
0%
No deviants said A month

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Thanks for the views and faves. Enjoy your weekend!

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Thanks for the fav action you have implemented upon a drawing I submitted.

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Thank you for all the favorites, dear!

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thanks a looot for the favs ! <3

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Thanks for the fave.. fellas!! im so happy!
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Thanks for all the faves! :)

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I am who I am. I may not be perfect, but perfection can be pretty boring you know!
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Thank you for faving :)

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Thanks for the fav !!!

greetz lenZ

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"The outcome of the Photograph depends largely, on the chosen subject and how it was taken, the camera itself is just a medium to register your idea's about the subject"

Greetz LenZ
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Thanks very much for the fav:skull:

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